Came back from Clinic, all thanks to my gf who persist in accompanying me to the dental. What happen to my tooth? Its a long story, nearly have a heart attack when I listen to what the dentist have to explain. My dentist Dr Choo, running between my house and Hubby's house. Ha very conincidence right, somedays he is at the Mandarin clinic at Hubby's place where he sees doctor. The Nurse she is so nice, she hold my hand the whole time as she scare I'll jerk. The process, ITS PAINFUL. Its worse than having a knife stab in your heart. I teared during the process. It is damn painful, what I gone through today? Dr Choo help me inject the anesthetic so that it wont be pain, as he is going to kill my nerve and take it out which they call it the Root Canal. However, it is still pain, I really teared then he said my nerve is infection that's why it can't take the medicine. Then they wash my teeth and gave me medicine and medicated toothpaste and mouthwash. Next appointment is scheduled on this coming friday at 8pm as well. Hope this time will be better, actually its really no big deal. I just come out shaky that's all T_T the doctor and nurse still very encouraging so it is not that bad.

Something happen at work today. I finally finish my report, which is really a phew. I had pile up all my works as I need to rush the report to Mr Soh in order for him to do the incentive for the ladies. I finish at round 4pm, wanted to take a break and talking to my GF at the photocopying machine. Then its been spotted by Alicia, she ask me for my complimentary voucher and I reply haven't do. I went back to my desk and rush my work again. At round 5pm, I stop to prepare the welcome letter for tomorrow and the day after. Alicia came round at nearly 6 asking for the voucher, I told her again I haven't do. Then she starts her I thoght you can finish blah blah... then I can blah blah. So irritating, I'm a first come first serve basis coordinator. Everyone's work is equally important. If you didn't tell me its important or urgent or you need it by 6 you think I'll do it?? Moreover, Sapinah and Maggie have pass me thing on the 1st and 2nd of this month I haven't even touch, what makes you think that I'll rush it for you when you pass it to me today. She reprimand me that I should read the content and gauge the urgency, seriously, I find it very rediculous. If this is the case, as I said earlier everything is important. I said earlier in my blog few days ago I don;t like my director to go away.

She told me that Noodle already complaint to her that I always don't do her things. Then if she say that ask her to say it in my face. I will show her what is always don't do her things. If I really don't do, I wont do filing, contract, agreement letter, I wont even bother to call her guest for followup!!! Please la, this is the first time you say me, so I just shut up cause you are the senior sales manager, but not everything you say is right. I'm just a coordinator, I'm not a mind reader. I can't see your face and read the content to see if the work is urgent. This is what I learn in Rasa taught by Michelle which is very truth, never think thought and assump. You don't know what the party depicts from it. Always clarify and double check.

I don't understand why they like to bully the coordinator, if I'm gone they will have hard life also. No one to do the reports, the contract and the followup. I even help to do site inspection and attend to phone enquiries of every sales manager!!! Seriously so, I'm too tired to find another job. This job really sucks, one thing is that at least I know my gf from here, if not I don't see the reason why must I stay here and clear everyone shit. Its shit ok, and its smelly shit I must say.

What a fuck up day after I wrote this much, toothach, reprimanding, miss Jo's bday, apparently everyone went except me!!! This Julie she just want to make me sad, keep sending me message of who miss me and what is happening!! You just want to make me miserable right.

Lucky the day ended it sweet, with my GF strolling beside me to the MRT, and I got to talk to me Hubby. Nearly can't regconise his voice, think I'm too addicted to him. Its only 4 days but I feel that its been awhile. I know he is very worry about me cause my GF sms him saying that I'm undergoing dental surgery. Haha, so cute right, I nearly faint when I saw the sms she sent out.

I actually feel very bad that its just 4 days Hubby left, and 4 days I bother him with my stuff. Headach la, stupid prank call la, now its the toothach. I feel even more bad when he said that he wish he is here to take my pain with me. Its so bittersweet, as I feel that I have ruin his holiday somehow or rather. Hope the rest of the week goes well, and try not to bother him so much. I still have Julie and my GF here what. Gf still volunteer to babysit me to the clinic for every appointment. Thank you so much, God never ill treat me. From all the mishap that is happening, at least he sent some angels to me. I'm glad and contented. ^_^ Oh my god the painkiller is taking effect, need to sleep now.